As I lay in bed this morning I wished for a way to reach oblivion. Why? Because I've not slept in a couple days and I'm hurting from some of the thoughts in my mind. I won't go into detail, but I feel as though someone took my dreams and burned them to the ground.

Oh, I will still be working toward a farm and fiber animals, but right now that all seems pretty empty.

Also, I could have sworn I posted something yesterday and now it is gone. The state of mind I was in that morning is long gone. I can't even begin to imagine the feelings I had. It seems like a lifetime ago.